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| well guess what guys n gals. i finally had fun for once with a few ppl i met through a friend that i just met! and i went to the freaking mall! wow! i know and i had fun doing it! i think this is totally awesome for me and i liked it all as well.the fun i had is so un explainable. and the new friend i met thinks im pretty cute and turned out to have a crush on me well now that counts as guy number 3 lmao no im not a player im just keeping my options open to see who i match better with. well thanks for reading my story hope yall are doing ok thanks bye:)
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| just sitting here thinking bout stuff such as school , and how things will be slightly diffrent that im a senior now. and shane im sorry and that's all im going to say . i fucked up somehow and yeah.. so basically i just wanted to update so ppl know im alive and breathing .. and yeah wish me luck as a senior.
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| So this is another journal for all of you to enjoy reading. This time it will be quite entertaining I hope. So I have been submitting new deviations on deviantart. I'm trieng to get my brother franky to make Colin a featured artist on his journals, but franky is stubborn and has to read or see some of our stuff first because Colin of course wants me to be the featured artist as well. I finally decided that sometime this week maybe wednesday when i go to targets lil rented out office thingy for job applications, that that day I'm going to go to the library and find a stupid summer reading book. Thing is I'm not sure what book to choose, so at the end of this journal I'll list the book list and yall can pick the best on for me, more details will be said later on. I'm sorta sad because of senior year starting up soon. Kaynor sucks, end of story guys. Lol. I found my burned cd's that a friend made for me last year:happy . My dad got a boat for those of you who didn't know. I have yet to go on it.I have noticed we been haveing alot of rain in poor lil ol Connecticut . And yes I am drinking fruit juice and the sun is out . I also have been debateing whether or not I should write this journal and what should be in it, it took me a long time since my last one to think of things to want to talk about. I been thinking of rearranging my room around as well but I'm not sure exactly how to yet. Yes just so you know I'm rambling on about anything and everything.I'm listening to the cd's I found. I'm also thinking of yelling at my dad to give me the usb ports that I can put in the pc so I can try and put music onto my mp3 player.One question for all of you who reads this, Who likes otep? I'ts a random curiousity question.
Oh Yeah!!, If anyone has any ideas of pictures I should take please when you leave your comment let me know! It would be greatly appreciated even if you never seen my art before I'ts nice to get some new ideas for once.Ok I'm officially running out of things to say and I have decided to do shoutouts to all my friends or becoming friends to show I care even if they don't see it.
First things first the voteing of the book I should read. This book can't be really diffucult like realllly hard to understand to anyone. I have diffuculty understanding things sometimes. So something that is fun to read and keeps me on edge and is intresting. I will list the books and there authors if you wish.
1.The Red Tent-Anita Diamant
2. The Shining-Stephen King
3.The Handmaid's Tale-Margaret Atwood
4.Dune-Frank Herbert
5. The DaVinci Code- Dan Brown
6.The Return of the King-J.R.R Tolkien
7.The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Universe- Douglas Adam
8. Cry the Beloved Country- Alan Paton
Those are the books for theupcoming senior class I only have to read one of those books.
Now for my shout outs!!!!!
Colin: We were friends for awhile then we grew to like each other. We are close friends. Also we both love each other. You are my everything! You help me become a better me, and that's what makes me love you so much more you just simply make me happy all the time. I mean if I sat here repeating everything and everything I ever said to you I'd be sitting here all day into wednesday.But you already know how strong I love you and how i'm always there for you no matter what you are going through.I love you more than life itself colin. And each day our relationship grows stronger. Thank you for all that you have done for me every single day!
Nikki: I just simply love you. You are like my sister , and yeah we are going through some rough stuff right now but I'm sure things will get better as we learn to grow as better friends.
Eris: We may not have had the best of friendship but sometimes you were there for me like when our shop had a christmas party you kinda helped me and made me feel better. Thank you. I hope our last senior year together will make us better friends.
Franky: Oh geez, were to begin. You known me for a long time you seen me in my bad stage were people really disliked me you watched me make mistakes. But when I claimed you my brother you stepped up and treated me like a real sister without the bickering siblings do. You are a great brother and i give you major props for dealing with me for so long. Thank You for all the things you have done for me I appreciate it.
Dino: LOL! You known me for almost my whole deviantart life! You stood ground and by my side. and I couldn't ask for anything else. You been part of my deviantart family as well and you're one of my brothers. I remember how i always called you just to leave dumbass messeges on your phone to make you laugh. Or how you would try to cheer me up when i wasn't doing so good. You were a good friend to me and I hope I was a good friend to you. I love you like a brother!
Kelsey: I don't know you much but isn't that how new friendships start out? Anyways I would like to be better friends someday. I think you're a pretty cool person to talk to.
Shane: Dude , you scare me sometimes but you're ok to talk to at times. It was nice trieng to become your friend. Theres not much I can really say only that you're on my cool list.
For anyone I missed or thinks that there not on the list , trust me you are I just didn't wanna try to type more things. But know that I Love You All The Same!!!!!!!! Noone is forgotten! So yeah , this is the closure to my journal.
!0-4 Captain Morgan! (Crystal Rocks You All! J/K )
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| alone, just simply alone in a big world and nowhere to call home or nothing to call my own. in such a big world. just simlpy... alone is all and thats how i feel for today.
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| lol you all might think that the title means something bad, not rally. im just a bit sad, as of laely i been feeling like my family n the rest of the world can sit there and completely torture me. i have no job im scared to get a job. im looseing my friends again. i hardly have any anymore only deviantart people actually talk to me but who knows if they really care. lately i been getting flashbacks of how i used to be and how everyone got annoyed by me and how i pissed alot of people off and how id hurt my mother. man this really sucks. my back also hurts. and to top it off id be spending my whole time in the boat takeing pics or just random ones while talking to colin. i guess colin is the only guy in the world who doesnt either yell at me or make fun of me or treat me like shit and call me cruel names like a few guys do at my school, nor does he think im some piece of meat like smokey that gay dude thinks. but meh im glad that i have colin and not another asshole. if i could id stand up to a few people at my school and teach them a few lessons of my own but im too damn weak to do that sort of thing because ill get "punked" down to the floor.i am happy dont think im not im just thinking of how my senior year is going to suck ultra bad.
thanks all for even reading this or even bothering with me in the first place because i can tell by the rapidness n eagerness to read is not there.. kk buh bye now *sry for any sarcasm u sence*
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